There are times...

I wonder...

There are times I wonder if you'll know what I am thinking without me telling you.

There are times I want to tell you some things but yet, hesitate because I don't think I should.

There are times I want something from you but I dare not say it out for fear I am asking too much from you

There are times I will space out, in my mind wondering, whether you'll notice that my mood had gone down.

There are times I know what you're thinking about, but are there times you know what I am thinking about?

There are times, recently I notice there are less kisses from you, I know what it is that you fear...I wonder if you know what I am fearing now?

There are times when I can't help but hug you because my heart feels cold.

There are times that the smile I give in front of you, it isn't real, do you know?

There are times when 'I'm fine' means 'I'm not alright, I just dont want you to worry.'

There are times I wonder if I was thinking too much, I know I have...

But am I really?